Happy to be Angry
I thought that Id apologize
For waking from my dream
I hoped that I could close your eyes
So you wouldnt hear me scream
Peripheral reflection
Not quite out of view
Mistaken for perfection
I tried to have for you
Yet something there disturbed me
Put there to annoy
Something like a turned key
Unlocking unknown joy
When I saw straight and plain
That life was going well
I had to fight in vain
To break through back to hell
Into inner chasms
Thoughts no longer kind
Feel the numb orgasms
Of the long lost mind
I want to say Im sorry
To the weeping skies
I long for heavens starry
In vain apologize
All the effort on the outside
To end my inner pain
No logic left untried
But that all eyes are the same
And if Id look into them
I could only find
I never thought I knew them
Because they were always mine
Happy to be angry
For every blind man knows
Mirrors shine quite brightly
But to see you need windows
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